creating change

I'm definitely looking for, searching for and probably creating a change for myself.

I couldn't explain my anxiousness to shift and move away from the norm but it has almost become an objective for me to achieve every other day. I spent time thinking of how, where and when. The notion to change unexpectedly helped me to open up more to people whom I would have taken more time to get familiar with, and convinced me to fade away the clear line and to get a little bit more personal with people that I would have distanced from.

It was the beginning of something new.

Unknown for now but very much anticipated.

Awaiting for a change, a change to be created by myself.

Time for change

"Are you okay?" that question came as a surprise to me.

I was totally immersed in the everyday life. Life has been exceptionally fine so far. I am getting along well with work and personal matters though I couldn't use "awesome" or "fantastic" to describe them but everything is going good. It almost seems like this status quo is not normal at all, I thought I needed something else - a change, a challenge, a stimulant - something that will bring me out of my comfort zone and make me start thinking again, learn something new and gain new perspective.

This simple message from a friend reminded me that in this state of contentment, I have also lost some of the hype, drive and enthusiam I used to have while pursuing what I want to do. As much as I am not willing to let go, as much as I enjoy the state that things are going, I might have to let go, step out and open to a whole new experience.

Is it time now?