Waiting

The wait has been long. All seems so silent yet chaotic at the same time. Often, I need to pull myself out of the frustration and resentment that have been building up quietly within. They could engulf my mind and emotions so abruptly and entirely that the level-headed side of me seems unreal. 

I read my previous post penned in April and uncannily, I am back to the same circumstance and dilemma that I was in four months ago. Again, I had the same evaluation of the choice I had to make this time. 

"Better luck this time!" I am keeping my fingers crossed very tightly. 

I hope the wait is finally over.