seeking or not seeking
"very often, the answer comes to us when we stop looking for it," a friend said when she found love when she least expected it.
In the secret chamber of her heart, she probably has been quietly hoping for him to appear, even in the least expected places.
So the answer comes to us when we still seek it, just that timing often has its own plan.
It had been a dramatic past year when I saw opportunities and dreams bypassed me. It was difficult but I learned to let go and move on. Not really. I did let go of the opportunity but I didn't let go of my dreams. I just went on thinking that I can get it back one day.
And it came.
One year later.
I was ecstatic. It didn't really matter if I succeeded. I just felt really good having the chance that I once had to give up so unwillingly. At least, I gave a shot at it. The rest is up to luck and other external causes. I've fufilled my inner cause and that is enough for me.
Probably, just probably, I wil get to live this dream.
Though I have to trade my secure and existing routine for a short-term once in a lifetime experience, my instinct is nodding to it.
a little afraid but it's a time to step out of my comfort zone and be there.
still keeping my fingers crossed...
In the secret chamber of her heart, she probably has been quietly hoping for him to appear, even in the least expected places.
So the answer comes to us when we still seek it, just that timing often has its own plan.
It had been a dramatic past year when I saw opportunities and dreams bypassed me. It was difficult but I learned to let go and move on. Not really. I did let go of the opportunity but I didn't let go of my dreams. I just went on thinking that I can get it back one day.
And it came.
One year later.
I was ecstatic. It didn't really matter if I succeeded. I just felt really good having the chance that I once had to give up so unwillingly. At least, I gave a shot at it. The rest is up to luck and other external causes. I've fufilled my inner cause and that is enough for me.
Probably, just probably, I wil get to live this dream.
Though I have to trade my secure and existing routine for a short-term once in a lifetime experience, my instinct is nodding to it.
a little afraid but it's a time to step out of my comfort zone and be there.
still keeping my fingers crossed...
posted by Jerylene at 20:35
2 Comments:
*smiles*
I am crossing my fingers for you too.
Routine is a small sacrifice for a dream.
I am sure you can do it.
Well, i was so happy for you when you sms me and said you are shortlisted for the French Tourism Board interview. And the next day, I received a call too. It was a lucky week for us.
Not all dreams come true, at least mine didn't. But even so, I hope yours will! Don't be afraid! Grasp what's given! You must believe you can in order to do it!
Now, I shall wish u be accepted the position and hope this good luck will always befall upon us!
The long night chat with you on tues was great! It has been so long we talked so much! A nice long chat like this holds the key to the door of happiness inside me..
Take Care and hope to meet ya soon!
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