holding on
Every start is filled with either fear or anticipation. I had neither. Perhaps it is a form of evasion from reality. But since a few bad experiences (on a second thought, there is probably only one), I thought the best way to start is to have no expectations at all. I hope I am right. I am keeping my fingers crossed. Holding on. The lack of passion worries me still; that for once, I am doing something I am not sure about.
I fell sick. Definitely not a good way to start. I hope my body is not giving me the reflexes... not so soon.
When can I stop holding on and start moving on?
I fell sick. Definitely not a good way to start. I hope my body is not giving me the reflexes... not so soon.
When can I stop holding on and start moving on?

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Definitely not a reflex action I think. Haha. Yup, free yourself from any preconceived notions you might have of the job. Take it easy, for you'll not know what you'll be getting out of it......Not till that "moment" arrives. Haha, do I make any sense to you?! Yawn...Perhaps I'm too sleepy. Time to SLEEP! It's almost 3am for goodness sake @_@.....
hope everything goes well for you at work! :D
Passion might not come now. But it will one day. We might not bump into an ideal at the first few tries. But the mistakes only make you more aware of what your true expectations are.
It's the little falls and bumps in life that shape us, isn't it?
The first step to moving on is to stop holding on, is it not?
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