it feels wrong
it feels wrong when it just doesn't feel right.
nothing feels right unless it's something one feels strongly about, and not harbouring every possibility that things will have a turn somehow.
the lack of 100%, absence of certainty still linger.
feeling wrong but not thinking it's wrong.
just like the heart is not where the mind is. they don't belong together.
dilemma arises b'cos of this. a conflict of the logical and the irrational.
it feels wrong when we refuse to listen to our inner voice.
one friend told me to go with the flow. I wished I have such forthrightness.
I hate it when I say 'I wished', like a coward.
others told me to focus on what has been decided.
The idealist vs the pragmatic.
it's never in my faith to let dreams go. how can one be without dreams and faith?
people hold back their dreams thinking they can wait. but they don't.
I'm so scared of losing it. the drive and passion that I have now.
passion is like fire. like fire, it burns out easily if there's no wood to keep it burning.
another friend said the start is always fearful and doubtful but if we never try, we never know.
but if somewhere in our mind exists this other place where we ourselves know it'll be nice if not the best, should we still let it go?
let it go and follow the others whom can't promise the same?
nothing feels right unless it's something one feels strongly about, and not harbouring every possibility that things will have a turn somehow.
the lack of 100%, absence of certainty still linger.
feeling wrong but not thinking it's wrong.
just like the heart is not where the mind is. they don't belong together.
dilemma arises b'cos of this. a conflict of the logical and the irrational.
it feels wrong when we refuse to listen to our inner voice.
one friend told me to go with the flow. I wished I have such forthrightness.
I hate it when I say 'I wished', like a coward.
others told me to focus on what has been decided.
The idealist vs the pragmatic.
it's never in my faith to let dreams go. how can one be without dreams and faith?
people hold back their dreams thinking they can wait. but they don't.
I'm so scared of losing it. the drive and passion that I have now.
passion is like fire. like fire, it burns out easily if there's no wood to keep it burning.
another friend said the start is always fearful and doubtful but if we never try, we never know.
but if somewhere in our mind exists this other place where we ourselves know it'll be nice if not the best, should we still let it go?
let it go and follow the others whom can't promise the same?
posted by Jerylene at 00:41
3 Comments:
I know there is nothing I can say that can make you feel better. Just wanna tell you that I don't think passion burns out so easily, you underestimated it. :)
I chose not to believe in beautiful tale this time. Like love, passion is not eternal. Obstacles and environment change things... even those that you deemed are the hardest to change.
ahh.. the eternal battle between the head and the heart. sometimes, the best decisions are choices are made without overthinking it. sometimes. passion does fade, that i understand, but passion evolves too. going onto a path you aren't 100% sure about for all you know MAY subsequently lead you to one which you turn out to 101% sure about. life's twists and turns. take a chance. :)
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