en vacances

I'm still very sore about it. Waking up in the shower in sobs made me realise that I care very much, making the possibility of letting it go enough to kill me in a very painful way.

But I never like to let myself wallow in unhappiness. Distraction. Shifting my focus to something lifting... like a break-away, an escapade for a breather. I need to get away from my life for awhile. Somewhere where I can stop thinking about my life now, worrying about what is and what is not. A time to help me put things in perspective. Taking a step away to see the bigger picture.

I need a holiday.